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Monday, September 22, 2008


New year 08. Xue, min and me.

We were on our way to the hotel.
Bright o!
This, I forgot to post.

Taken from her hand phone.

She took my photo.

And another.

Another. She looks cute~!

Spectacle of Joseph can?

The class gathering in Sentosa that got me chao ta.
Me and min
It was scorching bright.
And huiting wanted to join us.. but cheek!
Photo taken.

So we have decided to take another.

Aren't they sweet!!

Mrs Ng so cute~ We will do our best!

They are so cute~!
We love you! And we saw the wishes!

Thank you juniors!



That's the whole wishes from the school outside the general office.
Thank you juniors!

Ah~! I caught you!

They were enjoying themselves inside the restaurant of the boat.

Lols. Vermon is drinking.


So I came back zilian-ing

The full view of my dressing.

My brother's hoodies.
And..




I looked rather dejected, do i?
My final piece is finally willing to take the plane to Cambridge.
And thereby, I show you my picture that I've been working so hard for.
And complaining so long for.


I can't find any reason why I like you so much.
There are plenty of reasons that I'm attracted to you.
I can name it all..

What is love?
Nothingness and everything..
Still, that girl in your eyes has yet to grow up..


She still stands beside and seriously telling you, I like you.
Maybe her words are taken as a kid telling jokes..
Apologies..

I handed up my final.
Great..
And I have some photos in the water boat restaurant.

Got to work harder for every other thing.

I certainly hope I get good grades.

And I hope I grow up one day..


Squeaks` @* 6:24 AM
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Saturday, September 20, 2008

There has been a lot going through my head..
Am I over-sensitive?
But I have got a strong feeling about it..
Thanks for everything..

I understand it too..
How long has it been since we're friends.?
So you try to keep a distance when I feel hopeful
This is not cruel to me..
But helping me to understand the situation.


Souvenir of love
Copied the notes for you, knitted the scarf for you
You praise me for my attentiveness.
The seat near the window, the milk tea with ice
I took notice of it for you.

Special raincoat, goodnight messages
Is your care for me.
I always thought that you are the eternal love.

Why are you so quiet when it comes to me
But caring towards her
No more cards, no more reasons for messages
It was an extreme cold shoulder.

Someone says when we grow up, love will change
All it left was echoes.
Until that day, I saw your perseverance
Then I believe..

So your heart is empty inside
That's why she can win your heart so easily.
I don't have ability and is a coward
I pretended that I don't mind

So my heart is empty inside
Still retaining the memories that has you
This is a souvenir of love.


To be honest, you helped me to grow up.
Everything about you is vivid..
And it plays like the cassettes..
Rewinding and playing repeatedly..

Maybe time isn't right yet.
I can't request anything either.
Or maybe never possible.

You are still the "teacher" of mine.
Still the one I respect with high esteem.

I can't get the thoughts you're having through guessing.
I can only persevere through my ways..
I can only support you morally when you encounter problems..
I can only lend you my ears when you need.
I can only watch you from this distance to make sure you're doing fine.

But.. I am only here.. this is what I can do..
Maybe, like you, I need more time to think through.
1 year, 2 years, 3 years.. I don't know..
Sigh..

At times like this.. I want to give up everything..
But I know, I can't.

I said I wanted to hold on..
But it means to say that I have to work harder to hold on.
Be reminded that I'm not the only person who is choosing someone.
But people are choosing me too.

Besides, I always knew that you're too good for me.
It's me who really doesn't suit to stand beside you.
In terms of all aspects, you have every rights.
In anyway, thanks for taking care of me all the while.

Nothing can change how I think..
You're still the one..
I always think about.


She has gently placed her hands on the face.
Looking into the eyes, she only sees him..
Every brotherhood tries to get close.. with that ulterior motive.
Won't he just shun?
Or it is just a shoulder to lean on..?
Why indulge her?

She sat on the seat, thinking through..
In daze..
It was him. No one else..

She escaped his eye..
He seemed to understand it all through..
Still she put up her front..
To show she can make it through to make sure people say she's fine.

The smiles are all..you gave.
I'm only a friend.


Squeaks` @* 11:04 AM
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Friday, September 19, 2008




What Stellalimpeisien Means



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!



You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Spot on!! I'm this kind of person. LOLS.
Well, what kind of person are you?

Sounds like I'm so prone to anything.. Lols.
Named out my good and bad. Opps.


Squeaks` @* 7:47 PM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm still wondering..
Can chemistry be nurtured?
Or it is only to own self at the sight of discovered beauty.?

Everyday, conversation after another..
Does it call "nurturing"?
Well, am I waiting for something that has a return?

It's perfectly fine.. Isn't it?
I got another secret to say..
"You're just a friend" isn't it?

It may just be a 2 months friendship,
But.. I know how it feels here..

3 years ago.. The same thing happened.
Liked a person whom I got to know..
In the end, I realized it was the chemistry that is.

3 years later, the history is telling a story again.
This time, whether it is a repeat or a twisted story, I have yet to know..
Well, maybe one day, you have found out how you felt.
Tell me..?
For once.. Have I ever stood a place or stood a chance?

Nevertheless, I'm still standing firm.
Girls are sensitive.

Silly girl..


Hey.. Terrible.. My work is unfinished.. I better get going.. byebye~


Squeaks` @* 12:04 AM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I realized this..
I was being a bad person..
Why the attitude..?
It's unexplainable..

My dear, this is honestly pure cruelty to myself.
Ill-treating myself.
That's very cute..
I think I know..

"Afraid to gain too much happiness because I afraid to lose it."
So.. I refrained myself from happiness? (again?)

Or what..
Stella was very happy..

It doesn't mean I'll give up this easily..
I left this opportunity to decide..
Dilemma?

A secret..
I confessed to my own feelings.
It will only direct to hurt the old injuries that I called it scars.
Was told to be ugly duckling that never grow to be swan.
Was told to be that not lovable person because of who I am.
So I tried hard to change for others.
But forgot myself.

Hey girl,
Deep in heart, we all know it well.
This is not it..
I'm just trying to seep into my emotional self again.
So I need to snap out of it.

Dilemma because I realized just one big factor enough to cover everything.
What if people of the same kind suddenly had a difference.?
To accept? Or to let go?
This major factor affects not only myself..
I'm contradicting myself.

I honestly wish to continue liking someone.
Just.. Maybe, I'm a coward..
Backing off..
Besides, which rights do I have to feel that someone should reciprocate how I felt?

But that doesn't ends everything.
I want to say that.. I'm not giving up..
This time, I want to earn myself something.
That faith that I'm trying to venture.
That courage I don't have and used to back off
And that applaud as my reward.

So.. Let me continue, I say..
If I want to earn something, I have to suffer.
And even if the thing I want to obtain may not be the final I will get,
There is no regret.

Every choices has consequences.
Since I set my mind to it, I will do it.


Lastly, my result simply is "sweet".
To get what I want..
I will put in sufficient or more than what it needs to get what I want..
This is earning myself something..

Apology to someone whom I had given "cold shoulder".
I just need time to think carefully and sort things out.. =D


Squeaks` @* 2:59 AM
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Something is telling me that..
"It's nothing actually.. No worries."
But you know..
"actually it is.. It's just like a firework.."
The moment paused to enjoy the scenery..
Woosh.. it's gone.

I like the feeling of fallen leaves.
The times when you walk through the path so peacefully.
Tilting your head a little down and close your eyes with that sweetest smile on your face.
The orange sun shone on the paths, through the trees creating patterns on the ground.
The warmth orange light just touches your face so gently..

Or the moments when you look out of the window with the blanket covering you to provide you with warmth while the rain goes "tapping" on the ground.
The shelter we has..
The urge to play with the rain, holding onto the umbrella..
Turn a round after another..
That transparent umbrella, seeing through..
That grayish sky dripping drops and drops of water on your umbrella..

Or the moments when there is a piece of grassland, having valleys and mountains in sight.
That winter like fluffy "Christmas trees" surrounding the back of grassland..
Lying down on the soft and fresh scent of flowers and greenery.
Looking at the sky.. feel and touch the sky before yourself.
When the cow goes moo-ing and the lambs goes meh-ing.

Just feel like hugging all these scenarios within my boundaries..
Then maybe I could try experience it..

Or maybe.. The morning before an infrastructure, that small man-made fountain, an empty bricks of grounds,
People are wearing thick furry clothes, walking from one place to another.
And here we go, walking pass this place where all pigeons seemed to have agreed to meet up in this particular place.
That haughty me, was too eager to enter the grand infrastructure, maybe a clock tower when the pigeons all flew in a circular formation up the sky.
Few feathers just dropped and land on the ground while I turned back to ask people to come along..
I can just picture how grand it would be, if the night comes and it turned into bustling royal city.
People taking pictures and the orange lights like fireflies lit up everywhere..
Outside the tower and everywhere, the bridge.. Maybe..

Woah~ How did I come up with so many imaginations?
Well, I don't know too..
They just came up.

Maybe I'll draw them out one day. =P
This is called the.. "a place I wanna be."


Squeaks` @* 9:13 PM
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1) Who was your last text from?
Eileen! My beloved sharing woes and weals(o level) junior. XD

2) Does your crush like you back?
Umm!! Pending.. EH!! Not crush.. Maybe no.

3) What is your current mood?
Super joyous! Preliminary end le! I want ice-cream! =D

4) What is your sisters' name?
Rebb, Winnie, Jessie, Qian, Xue, Min, Hui, Raychel, Eileen, Shiwen jiejie, a lot eh..
Can put my nuers' name down too?

5) What is your favourite colour?
Baby blue, Black, White, Brown, Milky white,
Greenish yellow(that of a leaf), Maple leaf red and the rainbow!

6) Do you have a crazy side?
Umm.. Lost rationality when it comes to excess sugar?
Let's have sweets party!! XD
Jiejie says: Crazy girl..

7) Ever had a near death experience?
Maybe.? When I "drove" my car and use the phone at the same time?
No.. Is when I bleed because of the apple I cut!

8) Something you do a lot?
Crap, talk, laugh, cry, hyper, umm, indulgence in turning around can?

9) Angry at someone?
Sometimes? I don't want~ > < wrinkle eh~

10) Do you want to see somebody right now?
No.! Not "Somebody"~ probably him? AND long-lost friends, .....Qian.

11) When is the last time you cried?
2 days ago.

12) Who would you do anything for?
That drink?? Non-carbonated ma~ lols. Is my family.

13) What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
Eyes? That soul..

14) Where's your friend at and what are they doing?
Hmm.. Sleeping? Hahas. Don't know ah~

15) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
YES! I'm the Ceo of Xiaohai club, you know?
To update myself with my subordinates' news. XD

16) What are you drinking or eating at the moment?
Drinking water.. EHH~~

17) Do you speak any other languages?
English, Chinese, Maths.. EHH~~ Wrong..
Dialect, Japanese(VERY little), Malay ma? Indian.. umm.. HAHAS..

18) How much money is there in your wallet?
200 billions. Believe? Can you stuff so much in???
No robbers like me.. XP

19) Describe your life in one word.
Dramatic.

20) If you are a guy. Have you circumcise?
SHE ME LAI DE??? Foreign language..
Oh.. Jiejie says is a No.

21) What are you thinking about right now?
Why? It's why..

22) What should you be doing right now?
Studying or sleeping.. I had a sleepless last night. T-T

23) Who was the last person you have told I love you to?
JIEJIE!! I just told her.

24) Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Binhao. Laughs* In text.

25) Do you act differently in front of the person you like?
Maybe yes? Used to?
Now, Dream on!!! Accept that this is me. =P

26) What is your natural hair colour?
Natural Asian Brown. ehh~~

27) Who was the last person to make you smile?
Jiejie~! =P But wait.. I smile to everyone eh..

What a cute Quiz~ So interesting.. =P


Squeaks` @* 7:02 PM
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